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10 years 8 months ago #1289871912- Restoration
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I think by now you all know I can be kind of a Dick. haha.
This is how it looks w/o viagra and NOT after sex. This is how it would look in a shower or whatever. To me, it's freakish, after all the shit I had to deal with...it looks like a peanut on one side and the other is missing 1/2 Inch of skin so it curves... there's also two big gaps where the PMMA just didn't stick - and formed giant nodules instead. The surgical scars by my Urologist (not the derm or the plastic surgeon who both fucked it up even more) look pretty good, but he did take PMMA out of the distal excision (the one near the head) so it folds in there. He didn't really do that to the other excision.
The lumps are just as bad as they were at 4 weeks...the only change to them has been via DMSO about 30-50% softer ...it's hard to say.
It's supposed to say "VOID" not "VOIC" on top right... it has no PMMA there, but there's PMMA in the "turkey neck" between my Balls and Dick right below there. I wonder if I can get a PMMA transplant... lol... I'm half serious. It would look a lot better & the collagen is already formed. Nobody, of course, would do that...naturally.
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10 years 8 months ago #1289869354- Skeptical_One
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Now I get it, some members are just not comfortable posting pictures of their Dick or w/e, so I always say, contribute in whatever way possible. Be it through progress reporting, or instead, donations. But you have a the majority of this forum's viewership doing neither.
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10 years 8 months ago #1289866543- Miracle8x7
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10 years 8 months ago #1289872451- Miracle8x7
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Personally, I swell really bad and that makes it challenging to detect voids, lumps or ridges during the procedure. I'm in love with micro drops and the layer of soft collagen they create. I'll likely be back in six months for a minor touch up just to add more softness to areas that are still hard.
I also find the pump beneficial in maintaining aesthetic results. I'll be updating my PR as I progress. If there's anything I can do personally to help out, let me know.
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10 years 8 months ago #1289867593- Restoration
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Thanks a lot. The journal will probably be gone - at least big pieces of it. No comments on mine (the next most-viewed journal has 2x as many comments) - so what's the point. Why update if nobody cares?
I do think it is annoying for people to dissapear, especially those (a) who were counseled heavily by board members or (b) who are having problems....because nobody ever finds out how those were resolved...and they show themselves as the ungrateful dicks they are.
That being said, I probably need to move on with my life, and can't post too much more - but there's not much more to say. Dr. C messed up my Dick in round 3. There are still hard lumps, despite DMSO. One is very painful. 4 surgeries still haven't restored it to where it was after Round 2. I don't think anyone even pays attention to my "updates".
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10 years 8 months ago #1289868649- Mustang2020
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Restoration wrote: Frankly I am sick of having 100,000 views of my journal and basically no replies but me anymore. I feel like deleting the whole thing. Lurkers are NOT greatful at all. They take my pics in to Dr. C and say "don't do this to me" or "what happened to this guy". Selfish bastards do not deserve my pics in my journal. They can't even comment in the thread, but they use my pics to avoid my "disaster" for their own ends.
Thanks a lot. The journal will probably be gone - at least big pieces of it. No comments on mine (the next most-viewed journal has 2x as many comments) - so what's the point. Why update if nobody cares?
I do think it is annoying for people to dissapear, especially those (a) who were counseled heavily by board members or (b) who are having problems....because nobody ever finds out how those were resolved...and they show themselves as the ungrateful dicks they are.
That being said, I probably need to move on with my life, and can't post too much more - but there's not much more to say. Dr. C messed up my Dick in round 3. There are still hard lumps, despite DMSO. One is very painful. 4 surgeries still haven't restored it to where it was after Round 2. I don't think anyone even pays attention to my "updates".
Dude, don't delete anything. Your journal is a great contrast and help to others. I know how you feel, but I'd say more people benefit from it than not. Buddha will reward you back in some other ways....LOL...
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I have been thinking Radiesse is the most practical now, since it dissolves after a year or so if something goes wrong... but I don't know. It's very expensive compared to PMMA products. Silicone seems like a possible solution. 10% PMMA shouldn't cause an issue either, but I don't know if I can have any kind of relationship w/ Avanti anymore. I was pretty upset with them after all this happened & I didn't hear anything from them & they cancelled the appointment I made w/ Diana. So, I didn't say anything too crazy (in my opinion...) but I did send an email saying I was pretty upset with what happened this round, especially after all I had been through with Peyronie's...with everything that went on in R3, and that was the last time we communicated.
I know this time it seemed like I reacted really fast. For the most part, the lumps that were forming at 10 days are still here now, and still rock solid now. I was hoping Kenalog would prevent them from solidifying which is sort of the whole point of Kenalog. Nobody wanted to inject the dose that Dr. C uses (40%) because they are too unfamiliar with all this. So, Kenalog 10% didn't do much. Injections of saline and sterile water were what caused all the bruising in my journal...those were more attempts to break the early collagen apart. They really pooled around the injection sites...and didn't want to leave.
The lumps that were removed were the top left (Dermatologist), and all the ones on the right (Dermatologist first, then it was an open wound - then Urologist closed it). I can still feel the others & you see the two left ones in my Flaccid 8 month pic (on the right - different angle of camera). This pic is 5-6 weeks post op. The waiting game works for some guys, but not in my case.
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Also I had two rounds with no problems. and I've said 10 times that nobody knows why this happened. Maybe it was too much PMMA for my body which already had two rounds - but only half an Inch gain. The lumps started forming around day 10. The excisions later on (months later) may have exaggerated the nodules by removing skin off one side but they were always there.
Miracle. I'll PM you later. Thanks for that. I'm not sure if I trust Linnea safe after this. It does go to the path of least resistance for sure. So it's odd that my skin is tight in these bands that prevents it from forming evenly. It happened to a lesser extent in prior rounds. But barely noticeable. This round was a mess and exaggerated by the excisions.
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