TOPIC: My PMMA journal 6/7/16

The swelling around the circ scar is typically the last thing to go. Don't let it scare you, it is not PMMA, just swelling.
Just keep your eye on it, massage it and keep it extended. You are looking good.

Just caught a smokin hot Mexican chick eyeballing my package in the elevator! Hell yeah! That has never happened before. Of course, it's never been this prominent.

Now, it'd be a different matter if she actually saw it. It's about 20 different shades of red & purple. She'd probably run!

Went back for a follow up with Wade @ 11. Apparently I wasn't being aggressive enough around the circ scar with the massaging. I thought it was just swollen tissue. After he showed me what the PMMA felt like, what a difference. I rubbed it down twice and now it makes sense.

As to those that say don't take ibuprofen, the concensus here is that's Bullshit. Wade said taking ibuprofen for two days isn't going to compromise ANY gains. And if you don't take it, you're so swollen you can't feel the PMMA under the skin. So I'm taking it. But that's me. What good is it to gain .1" more if your Cock is all lumpy because you couldn't properly distribute the material? I'd rather have a smooth Dick thank you.

Anyway, things are looking good. Well, better at least. Love the feeling of the extra heft Hanging between my legs. It feels like it weighs ten pounds now. I'm also glad to know that I'll be stoked with my initial goal of 5.5", as that's what it is now. It'll probably take another round, but I knew that coming in.

Talking to Wade yesterday, he highly recommends pumping 5 minutes, 2x a day, for about 3 months. He said it maximizes gains as well as keeps the fibrosis from getting too hard. Which makes successive rounds easier for the cannula to pass through.

The side view really shows the mass. Now imagine a hot chick sliding her panties off, turning around and bending down in front of you, then turning her head around to look at you, with serious concern in her face.

Trust me, I have. Can't wait to use this thing!

Round 1, Day 2

So things are improving nicely. All the bruising is gone, and most of the swelling. I cannot get over the size of this thing! I'd guess its about 5.75" eg right now. I like it.

Pain is mostly gone, still a little tender at the base from lidocaine injections, but getting better.

I've had a lot of issues with the PMMA trying to form a ring around my circ scar. I've really been working that area. Wade has been great. He had me come in twice yesterday to check on me. I'm going in at 1030 today as well, before flying home.

It's a lot harder moving this stuff around than I thought it would be. What I mean is, it's hard to tell what's PMMA and what's just edema. Everything was so puffy and swollen and all felt the same. I hope I've got it down now. It looks aesthetic, at least. Crossing my fingers. I'll get some measurements tomorrow. I didn't see any point in measuring now with all the swelling.

Regarding the pic, it's going to take some time to get used to the optical illusion that it looks shorter now. I have lost about .25" and I can tell it's from swollen ligaments. My stretched Flaccid is still 6", but Erect is probably around 5.75" right now. I'm not too worried. It should come back within a month. So sayeth Wade. We'll see. The stretcher they gave me is very comfortable and easy to use/wear.

That's about it for now. Time to go eat breakfast & one last follow-up. TBC....

Day 2 and it looks like that? Mine looked like it had been dragged through a war zone. I'm impressed, seems like you are healing quickly!

Yes, I suppose I am healing quickly, but I'm still having a lot of trouble with the PMMA moving into the area behind the glans. I push it out, and 20 minutes later it's full again. I hope this doesn't go on too much longer, it's not easy (time-wise) to stop what youre doing & push this shit out every hour. I never thought I'd get tired of playing with my Dick! Alas, this is what I signed up for, so it has to be done. I just hope it sets up soon.

On a side note, if you're able to get hard on command, this process would be MUCH easier. You can really feel the PMMA a lot more distinctly. Unfortunately, I'm not that guy

Smokdu123 wrote: On a side note, if you're able to get hard on command, this process would be MUCH easier. You can really feel the PMMA a lot more distinctly. Unfortunately, I'm not that guy

Dr. C can write you a prescription for Cialis you can take downstairs and have filled. Could make the process easier.

Mate if it does not want to move in that direction just leave it and get him to put more product in there next time. If you keep messing with it you may fuck it up, I know I had a different product but I starting aggressively massaging mine now the shit hasn't set and I've got 70ml of shit floating round in my Cock. Much better to do nothing than to fuck it up even further.

You could wrap a ACE bandage around the circ scar. Vary the tightness according as you see fit.

So what a difference a day makes. All the swelling is gone, all the bruising is gone, most all the discomfort is gone. It just looks a little pink like a mild sunburn. Sadly, most of the size is gone also. I was almost 6" Erect yesterday, now I'm sitting just .5" bigger than I was, or around 5". Is it normal to lose the size this quickly?? There's just a little fluid around the circ scar, but really not much else. It feels really solid now though, not like yesterday.

Anyway, I'll try to get a pic tomorrow. Too much traveling today.

@BB I actually brought one with me, but it was kinda sore and didn't want to cooperate every time.

@Reklaw Yeah, I think you're right. Might be easier at this point to worry about fixing it later. I just can't seem to keep it in place, and I'm beating the hell out of my Dick trying.

@Camphallo I'll let you try out the ACE bandage thing. Personally, I think it'd be a bad idea.

Hey smokdu123 how much did the procedure cost you? How many days did you stay in order to get a good follow up look from wade? Also how much did you spend in hotel and traveling expenses. Just trying to get an idea how much it would cost me. I'm thinking of doing the procedure as well and i'm in the process of making up my mind. Also i know it's fairly early for you but is there anything you would change or do any different until this point of your journey. For example would you have gotten a higher percentage or anything else ? Is there any advice you could give? I would truly apreciate it. Thanks brother, wish you all the best with your healing process.

It is normal to see the initial size drop as the swelling subsides. A .5 Inch gain is quite reasonable. Depending on your age and other factors you may see additional growth in the coming weeks.

I strongly disagree that it is better to fix something later. Keep up with the aftercare as Wade showed you.. The PMMA should start to stabilize over the next day or so.

Smokdu123 wrote: So what a difference a day makes. All the swelling is gone, all the bruising is gone, most all the discomfort is gone. It just looks a little pink like a mild sunburn. Sadly, most of the size is gone also. I was almost 6" Erect yesterday, now I'm sitting just .5" bigger than I was, or around 5". Is it normal to lose the size this quickly?? There's just a little fluid around the circ scar, but really not much else. It feels really solid now though, not like yesterday.

Anyway, I'll try to get a pic tomorrow. Too much traveling today.

@BB I actually brought one with me, but it was kinda sore and didn't want to cooperate every time.

@Reklaw Yeah, I think you're right. Might be easier at this point to worry about fixing it later. I just can't seem to keep it in place, and I'm beating the hell out of my Dick trying.

@Camphallo I'll let you try out the ACE bandage thing. Personally, I think it'd be a bad idea.

It sounds like your experience is mimicking mine almost down to the day and detail.